1:20 a.m. - 2003-11-21
suddenly being absurd helps
on a sleepless night,
the old man climbed out of bed and
walked towards a computer hooked up
to the internet,
"sometimes there is no one to blame but ourselves."
after having typed that, he resolved not to be upset and went back to bed.
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i pour milk onto the cookies.
and spoke to one of them.
hello dookie
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absurdness.
speechness
kiteness
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twelve elf
twelvelf
tel velf
tell velf
tell her what?
twelve
tell her we've
twelve
welve
wealth?
well...
absurdness.
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speech.
useless.
machinee
teach.
keep
note
take
shake
make
absurdness.
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kite.
let if fly without strings.
without wind.
let it fly.
it needs no more hope.
kiteness.
you are trite.
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i can't tell this to anyone.
only you. ok.
come closer.
remember.
"marlboro's chinese name is wan-bao-lu."
heh heh.
his father got lung cancer.
he got throat cancer.
he can't tell this to anyone.
only you. ok.
go farther.
forget.
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"i can't tell this to anyone."
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"there is no one to blame but ourselves."
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life is absurd.
suddenly it yelps.
