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7:06 a.m. - 2012-03-27 when i think about how all hope is lost. i am scared that whatever i do is useless that even the bestest is not enough that you will just treat me with pity that i will always just be a friend that when i tell you out of love you will shun me and it's because of that. and not anything else. if it were something else, i wouldn't feel so bad. but because it was that, it's like a death sentence. sentence my heart to death. i wanted to be loved i will never be loved i told myself yesterday to encourage myself that those who like me will like me, those who don't, no matter what i do, will most probably not. i should not be upset if no one loves me now. i believe that one day someone will. i should love myself and judge myself not on whether anyone loves me. If i have strived bravely and worked hard, overcome these obstacles, when i have really become someone i myself am proud of. Maybe then that will be enough. Maybe then, you, or someone, will like me.
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