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01:07:29 - 2001-01-04 karfei: What do you want from me. K mumbles some dammits and pushes his way in.He goes directly into Karfei's rooom and plops himself into the cosy bed.Karfei closes the door and follows silently. K:(lying in bed,arms behind his head,looking up at the ceiling) nevermind me.just carry on with your drawing. Karfei does not say anything and continues with his drawing. After some pause,with K staring at the ceiling,searching for some answer;Finally he frustratedly props himself up and says : you like drawing a lot? conversationally ,as if to break the awlful silence. Karfei does not answer.K coughs and sinks his head back resignedly onto the pillow. K: I think i'm becoming jaded.Or else this forever fever thing is getting boring.I wonder if all these is screwing me up the wrong way.All these books....Do you think i should get myself a religion? He changes his stare from the ceiling to Karfei drawing away. K : Or should i get a girlfriend. Karfei: i dunno. k:maybe uh,.......hey (giggles suddenly) i think,this is ridiculous, but i'm cured,i've recovered from the deep sleep!i'm not neurotic anymore....(in a stating matter of fact voice.) Karfei:yeah okay,good. (nods his head away,not quite listening.)
The phone rings suddenly. K: Hey the phone's ringing. Karfei: Well,then go and answer it. K: Why should i?this ia your home anyway. Karfei: (shrugs) K: Fuck it. The phone continues ringing away. Piercingly. K couldn't stand it and says : "Dammit.......answer the phone lah." Karfei doesn't do anything.so k continues,"must be your father, calling again,to ask you to help check his stocks---" Abruptly, Karfei: the phone's spoiled;it's ringing for nothing. Karfei says this as if stating a fact,as if the phone was ringing because in a million chances,it had gone mad. his self persuasive tone. K doesn't say anything. the phone stops ringing. K : that's it then. Karfei doesn't say anything for some time.K realises that he's only been talking to himself. K: arghhhhh....i'm BORED! i'm borinG! i'm JAdeD! Fuck!!!! Arghhhhhhhh.... Karfei: (exasperation) are you crazy? go to sleep.you probably woke up too early.That's the problem with you.you wake up too early and spend too much time mucking around your house. K: (throws a pillow at Karfei) The last thing i want to do on this planet is sleep. karfei: THen die in your sleep. K: yeah...make that my last exit.
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