11:04 a.m. - 2002-04-17
Favouritism...that's what its all about.
�Conversations with myself� (that�s the title of a book.)
I felt quite biblical today.
A knock on my door and I was half expecting god to be there.
And I was going to open the door.
(you heard of this before?)
Instead, two well-meaning persons stood outside.
So they told me there were bringing a message of peace.
�Do you believe in God?�
So I just said, �sometimes�.
They thought it was an interesting answer
but that�s the truth�human faith has its cracks.
And so they talked about finding peace
and eliminating wickedness
�and the meek shall inherit the earth.�
I said �nevermind, nevermind.�
shaking my head and repeating the mantra,
closing the door slowly�
�if gods want to speak to me, tell them to speak to me directly,
he doesn�t have to go through you.�
�By the way, why is God a He?�
Refering to god in human terms�hmm�
I shall wear my underwear on my head
and venture across the desert
searching for my gods and my exam answers.
(my exams are coming! God help me!)
I�m sick of being a follower�
man, I wanna start my own religion!
Ha Ha Ha
