9:02 a.m. - 2003-04-05
work in progress...might be abandoned.
espirit free spirit
one time, mired in the doldrums of army and one's own blemishes, sitting at the wisma parapat with a friend, i suddenly had a thought, an epiphany if you will, i said, "i want to be a free spirit. thats what i want to be."
as rootless as can be,
as care free as can be,
like living totally in the spirit of free...
how free can i imagine myself to be?
as free as a faceless nameless digit in the crowd...
i wonder if it means to give up every stand (i dun have much anyway) and every desire to be famous and loved.
i am not sure how to continue this...continue this next time.
ok, future points to note:
1. escapism
2. implications of believing in a commercial, when its selling a product to us...so on.
3. a racists apology (how do we move on after an apology?)
4. multiculturalism
5. the love-hate relationship with gods and "roots"...
6. clarity.
