4:21 p.m. - 2003-10-09
toy gun#2
i have a gun beside me on the desk.
when ever i feel slightly irritated by things, i would pick it up and pull the cocking lever. the gun would load with a click, and then i would point it against my temple and pause there... running the things in my mind... and then when im sure, i'll pull the trigger and with a loud clack! the air rushes out and pops my head muffled by hair. and i always hope something inside would drop dead.
