12:14 a.m. - 2007-04-23
everyone is guilty
spooked by horror movies, watched alone at home
one night, alone at home, watched.
totally spooked out.
people covered in dusty transparent plastic drapes, sitting on chairs.
was watched alone at home.
"you know what this is?"
"this is poison," and then he drank it.
"i know i look stupid to you"
"but this is the juice."
he looked at me.
"i mean, i'm happy being stupid." and then, "what's it mean to you?"
a loud sharp shot.
the approvals, the empty
"i am but stupid."
no advice. no word of mouth.
i was only being watched.
