12:57 a.m. - 2007-11-14
dun be alarmed. just venting and the volcano dies.
i know it hurts. i lie in the dark and i ask god to be with me. but i remember how he wasn't around when dad was suffering. so i had to switch on the lights.
after a while i think ok i'm ok.
i'll go back to sleep.
things aren't easy. but hopefully they will.
