11:57 p.m. - 2002-09-12
Hikikomori--the shut-in kids
Hikikomori---the shut in kids
Hikikomori...he shut himself today.
never came out.
shadows lurking in his bedroom,
blue light shines out under the door,
he is using his computer.
hikiko hikiko
mori mori
i dunno what
i knew i had to find an obsession
a mode of being
that would explain my existence
a tide of stillness
i would sleep and wake
and be
one.
i surfed the net
thought of the things maybe i can collect my love for music
mp3s and pictures of boss guitar effects boxes.
that shall be my single obsession.
somehow, its the collecting that matters
not the enjoyment of the sounds or colors.
collect collect
forever collect.
never end.
hikiko hikiko
what a beautiful name
